I STILL WANT YOU BACK

yesterday is gone tomorrow is a mystery for me life seems unbearable and hard to understand everything to me is the same as i sit here in the cold winter night my heart is bleeding with pain thinking that you are not here close to me my soul is empty without you by my side do you remember the promises we made to each other the strong feelings we had the love we cherished so much i wonder where it had disappeared to though sometime i feel broken inside knowing that you are not here with me that u have disappeared where are you my love why did you just go without any explanation as to why you run away did you know that you would break my heart maybe i made a mistake giving you all my love and being left with nothing to make me smile and remove this sadness that is killing me day night because of your absence i know we had some problems that we swore it would never break us a part that we would always endure any kind of situation that may come on our way whether bad or worse bad why did you gave up so easily why did you let your emotion break you away from i thought you were a strong person who was ready to endure anything that may come on his way why didn't just listen to me anyway ma love i just want to apologize if i was the course of all this problems if never gave you a chance to love me more if maybe i was never there for you if you are reading this know that you are still in my soul a special place that i made for you only that i would wish one day you come back to me and let our love be given a second chance

THE PAST LIFE

sitting alone in the cold winter night..... life to me is the same, the painful memories that haunt me day and night tearing through my soul like two double edge sword sometimes memories are to painful to remember especially if your past was damn mistakes that overwhelmed it.... it makes your heart bleed knowing that your will never go back and correct everything that you did while you were still young...... it gives constant nightmares and sleepless nights.. u keep on thinking how u are going to change your life from worst to better and erase every bad situation that happened in your past life... every stupid mistake you made while you were still naive and a toddler to reason well... but for me i see that is part of life and we have to go through it no matter whether we like it or not.... because if never made mistake or did something wrong in our past then we don't have anyt5hing to talk about at all and also we have to realize that this mistakes are a lesson we must learn through out our constant life. so that we can never allow it to haunt or follow us in the feature

WHAT AND WHY

what about the killing fields what about the hunger stricken nations what about the promises you made for us that the world will always remain united what about the hatred among our brothers and sisters what about the paradise earth that is being destroyed everyday what about the war that is waging between the nations what about our brothers who left us unexpectedly ..... then where is the love that was strong among the people that we cherished so much why are people dying without mercy yet we are suppose to have peace why is there tribalism in the countries of the worl why do common people sleep without food yet there we have enough food to feed them why do the rich oppress the poor yet the wealth they have was build by the poor but why am i asking this questions yet we can see the reality